Famous Last Words

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone

We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands

This is fucking ridiculous.

I got charged TWICE by the atm at The Masquerade(never again)
Which in turn sent my account into the negative
And after calling and explaining to the bank what happened, they told me that I have to fill out some paper work and send it back to them (with fucking receipts from the atm WTF??)
BUT while I'm waiting for them to send it to my house(in TUCKER)
Then for my mom to send it here to me (in ATHENS)
And for me to send it back to them (I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHERE)
I'm going to keep getting charged for insufficient funds
OH! but I need not worry because "the bank will refund me for everything"
Bullshit
So I'm basically not going to have any money until all this crap is taken care of
I can't(don't want to) ask my parents for it because although it's not my fault they shouldn't have to pay for it either
My Chemical Romance is next week and I'll be damned if this interferes with my plans

UGH I'm so fucking mad right now!!!

Listening to Mayday Parade is kinda calming me down, but Derek & Co can only do so much right now. I wouldn't be so mad right now had this had not just happen a few weeks ago.

Today was my last day of French. I should be fucking celebrating, but nooo. I'm dealing with this.

FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!

I wish I were with these kids instead of here dealing with this shit

When a man is tired of London, he is tired of life.

"Why, Sir, you find no man, at all intellectual, who is willing to leave London. No, Sir, when a man is tired of London, he is tired of life; for there is in London all that life can afford."
-Samuel Johnson

Ugh I need to be there right now. There is really nothing here for me. Absolutely nothing. I'm growing increasingly tired of the things/places/people/whatnots that use to bring me joy and or some sense of happiness. I just need a change of scenery/new scene in general for a while. I'll come back I promise. Life is so routine. Class, work, show, class, work, show, class, work, show, class, work, show, class, work, show, class, work, show... The only good part about that is obviously the "shows". It's kinda like a traveling circus. These people come and they're different and exciting and intriguing. And as fast as they come, they leave just as fast. So that's only about 2-3 hours out of the grind then it's back to the same ol same ol.

"We gotta get out while we're young, 'cause tramps like us, baby we were born to run"
-Bruce Springsteen

Whatever it is I do, I gotta do it now or sometime soon. I've got 2 more years of this "freedom" then it's off to the hustle and grind. Hopefully the 9 to 5 won't be too bad, but still. I need to meet him and we need to go away for a while. Just for a while. To that place that's just ours. I've been patiently waiting for that ringmaster to invite me to join the circus. But I'm getting restless.

"My actions are dictated by the phase of the moon"
-The Raconteurs

Boo on The Raconteurs for not coming to Georgia. Honestly, they're one of those bands on my list of bands that I need to see. Here's a few more:
Led Zeppelin
Robert Plant
The White Stripes
Taking Back Sunday
The Strokes
The Horrors
Dirty Pretty Things
Arctic Monkeys
Babyshambles(or just Pete)
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Incubus
Manic Street Preachers
Klaxons
Mark Ronson

In other news, I got a bunny. Not the one I wanted, but he's just as cute. He's called Chewbacca. Chewy for short. He peed on me. I guess he likes me. Or he was just scared. I'll make myself feel better and go for the liking.

Take This To Heart- Mayday Parade

Cause I'm a mess and you know that I can't help it
The drive home never seemed this long before
Killing time just a little bit faster
And I swear we'll make it

But I can't tell you what I don't know
(Be mine tonight, be mine tonight)
The simple things, they make my heart go
(Be mine tonight, be mine tonight)
But I can't tell you what I don't know
You'll have to wait
You'll have to wait

Stay strong
And only know that it'll be here while I am gone
Because I'm coming home
Coming home tonight
Let's get this right
I said I'm coming home
Coming home tonight

You sounded hurt and you know that I believe you
Searching every little thing to find a way
To tell your heart just to wait a little longer
I swear we'll make it

But I can't tell you what I don't know
(Be mine tonight, be mine tonight)
The simple things, they make my heart go
(Be mine tonight, be mine tonight)
But I can't tell you what I don't know
You'll have to wait
You'll have to wait

Stay strong
And only know that it'll be here while I am gone
Because I'm coming home
Coming home tonight
Let's get this right
I said I'm coming home
Coming home tonight

One more night
And we'll go spinning around the room
It starts with our hearts on fire
Cause every song is ours tonight
And if you help me sing
Change the whole world
That it's greatest thing that happened to me
I finally found a good reason to come home

Stay strong
And only know that it'll be here while I am gone
Because I'm coming home
Coming home tonight
Let's get this right
I said I'm coming home
Coming home tonight