New Surrender

We will all come to the point in our life where we have to admit that we feel defeated, that something has conquered us. We must change, not because we want to, but because we desperately have to. We can not take life in its current suffocating state, even to admit such desperation shows that we are feeling deserted, wandering the barren desert, a shell of our former selves. It is only up from here, it is impossible to sink any lower into ourselves or our circumstances. But we can be salvaged, a deliverance. No vice can stand, no fix can take. The thorn in the side can be removed, but you have to be willing to admit and surrender. Surrender your habits, your lifestyle, your past, your present, and your future. This is your new surrender. The new surrender. -Stephen Christian

Dismantle. Repair.

When I die, I want Envy On The Coast to write a song in my honor.
I know this is very random, but it's what I want.
Ideally I would say My Chemical Romance, but they've been there done that.
Plus I would know what to expect(although I would be dead).
But I think if Envy did it, it would be something special.
...I take that back. I want MCR & Envy to write songs for me.

Umm... I met William Beckett the other day. Pretty surreal for me.

Queen Elizabeth I is the shit. I hope to one day be as strong, powerful, and wise as her.
But minus the whole "virgin for life" thing. No thank you.

Ugh, I need a new job ASAP. Like seriously.

Tattoo proposals (this will be elaborated upon in a future post w/pics):
My Chemical Romance
Anberlin
Envy On The Coast
Mayday Parade
Saosin
Salvidor Dali
The Academy Is...
Tudor rose
Led Zeppelin/Robert Plant