Saturday, December 13, 2008

Kill Monsters In The Rain

Come and save me, come on down from that hill
Where you sleep, no more do you ever have to dream
Together we can, together we'll
Kill monsters in the rain
We are the same, what a mess you made

Hide in the cupboard, behind the soap boxes and..
Your mom, will never see us lying, hiding awake
Together we can, oh together we'll
Kill monsters in the rain
We are the same, what a mess you made

I was cold, in line
Picked out, backed down
Fucked up, out of love
Out of time, I fell
I'm never going back again

Come and save me, I'll climb on up your hill
We don't sleep, no more life lived like a dream
Together we can, oh together we'll
Kill monsters in the rain
We are the same, what a mess you made

I was cold, in line
Picked out, backed down
Fucked up, out of Love, out of time
Then you were, then you smiled
And again and again and I fell
Open eyes, I did see that ghost, that soul
Was buried alive, and I swore
I'd never see that place again

Together we can, together we'll
Kill monsters in the rain
We are the same, what a mess you made
Oh we are the same, what a mess we'll make

<3

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Can't you just accept, the fact that I'm only as loyal as my options?

How's your heart?
-Well it skipped a beat this week :)

Thanksgiving break was wonderful. It was so nice to go home and see the fam.
I did a grand total of no school work and it was amazing.
I know I should've though...many late nights are in my future
Of course it wasn't long enough.

I think it's about time I met someone... and he doesn't seem crazy haha.
He's very interesting and we've got a lot in common.
Hell, we talked about wrestling haha 2 points there.
And he's got a great taste in music. That's always a plus! :)

I think my biggest fear is being used. I've felt many a time that I was only someones friend because it was convenient for them at the time. And that feeling sucks more than anything in the world.

I know that's why I usually have my guard up and it takes me a long time to open up to people.

Anberlin said "Never take friendship personal".

I'm probably taking that out of context lol, but the meaning is still there.

I just don't know how much more my heart can take honestly.

Hmm...someone's going to like me for me one day. Randomness and all. I can feel it. :)