Can't you just accept, the fact that I'm only as loyal as my options?

How's your heart?
-Well it skipped a beat this week :)

Thanksgiving break was wonderful. It was so nice to go home and see the fam.
I did a grand total of no school work and it was amazing.
I know I should've though...many late nights are in my future
Of course it wasn't long enough.

I think it's about time I met someone... and he doesn't seem crazy haha.
He's very interesting and we've got a lot in common.
Hell, we talked about wrestling haha 2 points there.
And he's got a great taste in music. That's always a plus! :)

I think my biggest fear is being used. I've felt many a time that I was only someones friend because it was convenient for them at the time. And that feeling sucks more than anything in the world.

I know that's why I usually have my guard up and it takes me a long time to open up to people.

Anberlin said "Never take friendship personal".

I'm probably taking that out of context lol, but the meaning is still there.

I just don't know how much more my heart can take honestly.

Hmm...someone's going to like me for me one day. Randomness and all. I can feel it. :)