Keep The Mood

Geeze Louise someone was mad in that last post.
Hahaha....
Very rarely do I let my emotions out like that, even in blog form.
But I just had to let it out since I couldn't actually tell the person.

I pray that I'll never get that mad again.
That feeling sucks.
I just wanna be happy.
And keep the mood.

I think I'm getting sick. :(
It's probably all those late night walks in the cold lol.
But! They're working.
I've already lost like 7 pounds!

That's really exciting for me.
I'm starting to feel better and have much more energy.
I don't feel like a blob anymore lol.
But I do have a loooong way to go.

I hate that I let myself to to this point with my weight.
But it's just motivation to get back down to what I use to be.
And I've got Lauren working with me, so that helps a ton!
I'm totally doing it for myself, but I do secretly hope that someone else will notice it too.

T-15 days if things still go as planned.
And God I hope they do.
I really really really hope they do.

Honestly I will stand by your side till the end
Till the end
Honestly I will stand by your side till the end
Till the end
I offer you my loving hand till the end
-LoveHateHero